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Aug. 31st, 2008

Quick Update

Karira is level 46 now. ^_^ She is very happy with this news.

Her sister-from-another-planet, Oneiko, is now level 15. She's new. And she's a priest. Only, she mostly makes things fall down, really. >.>;;

Samantha is moving to Awesome Town. One hopes Jeb is too.

School is back. Oh dear God.

Work is there.

I am sick.

Bleh.

I need to be asleep right now.
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Aug. 10th, 2008

WoW?!

Level 35 now. <33

Karira has a mechanical squirrel name Mr. Chitters and a mechanical birdmount named Robochiggen. He is blue.

^^




P.S. Want to see Repo: The Genetic Opera. Zydrate Anatomy ftw!
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Jul. 31st, 2008

Kari is level 25 now. =D

Other things are not so good. But at least Kari is 25.

Also, Kari does not like undead.They do not fall down when she hurts them, they are filled with goop instead of blood, and sometimes there are snakes inside them instead of shinies. She hates undead. She wants to destroy them all. Someday she will, too. Someday she will cleanse the land. Until then we're avoiding the damn darkshire forests.
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Jul. 26th, 2008

Update on Life

-Have seen Batman three times. Will see it again soon, hopefully. Unf. Joker in a nurse outfit = HAWT. Ungh.

-Level 20 on WoW now. Karira is tiny and loves blood. And shiny things. Mostly, she loves getting up to her elbows in gore just to get to the shinies. But she doesn't like to hit things. No, she likes ICE. Mmmm ice. Fire is good, too, and so is Arcane, but she loves frost a lot. She is growing, and now has a guild and friends, and a tiny gnome lesbian friend names Aegia, who in reality is my best gay guy friend, and they dance together. Aegia is an engineer who makes her own guns and goggles. Kari loves to watch Aegia kill things. She loves her friend because of all the violence. Aegia is a little warrior who is full of rage. Kari likes to go out to big instances with her friend Skif, who is a rogue, just to watch him kill things. she likes it when he gets blood all over him, and then she gets to loot the bodies. It makes her happy. It is very easy to make her happy. Her friend Rosenfel made her a ring yesterday, and, though there was no blood involved, it still made her happy because it is shiny and looks good with her purple robes and blue cloak. Kari also like Gryphons. They go swoosh.

-Reading Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer (sp?). Is good. Is like chocolate. No substance, but sooo good.

-... What else is there to talk about? Books... check. Games... check. Batman? Nope... check. Hmm. I'm out then. Gotsta hit 21 soon yo!

Jul. 16th, 2008

Dear Diary

I sold my soul last night.

Almost level 9 now.

-XoXo
Gigi (Karira)

WoW or GTFO

Oh dear God could it have possibly taken any effin more effort to play WoW? I'm starting to think God doesn't want this for me. -_-;;

So I went to Jeb's on Sunday to hang out, and he and Josh convinced me to make a character on WoW. I've played it before, but not long, because I could feel it sucking me in. so. I finally caved and created a little gnome mage named Karira. (Kalila, the name of my FFXI Black Mage, was taken, I used the Engrish version of the name.) I started playing.

I got to level 7 that night. And then,the next day, they convinced me to buy the damn thing. So I did. But I did not have internet on my computer, only my parents' com[uter, which I've been using for months.

So Josh gave me his router.

I could not make it work, though I am not a complete retard. I gave up, frustrated. I went to Hellmart and bought a router. I could not make it work.

I called India.

I talked to a lady who thought I was retarded. Once she figured out that I had the basics (i.e. plug it up) down, she transfered me to "Cathy." Cathy and I talked. For an hour.

Finally when it was clear something was utterly wrong in the world, I kindly thanked "Cathy" for her help, apologized that it hadn't actually helped, and then told her I was going to give up.

So I did.

ByGod, I just took the modem and plugged to to my computer. Eff the parents. When I'm not using it, I'll give it back.

Of course, this was not possible until tonight, when I bought a 14 ft ethernet cord. So it never ocurred to me before. Sigh.

Whatever. WoW is ready.

Well, except that I have to DL and install the patches. Of course, Jsha nd Jeb gave them all to me on a CD. But, as is par for the course, the CD failed me and now I have to DL them all. Which should be over in...

about another hour.

-_-;;

Bygod, now I HAVE to play.

Jun. 11th, 2008

Warning!

Here there be sap.

How do you know you're in love? Because, sometimes, I think I'm in love. In fact, I think I've been in some mild form of love for about 9 months. 

See, there's this guy. I work with him. I first saw him when I was in training (almost exactly 9 months ago), and I was immediately drawn to him. Not like "omg, he's hawt," but like "wow, he has such a kind smile." I know. Strange for me. 

But I never stopped being drawn to him. Every time I saw him, every time I saw that smile, something inside my chest went thudthud. He's... I mean, he's not ugly. No, not at all. But he's is beautiful in a way that most of my friends might not notice. He doesn't even work on the same floor as me, so we only see each other in passing, unless we go to each other's floor, which does happen sometimes. And, a couple of times when it happened, he deliberately sought me out (at least, I think) to sit next to. And... he's so so nice. And his smile. I swear to God, I could live on that smile. When he sits next to me, I'm constantly smiling, and torn between being too nervous to concentrate, and concentrating extra hard so I won't look like an idiot.

I think he knows I like him. I think somehow he's known for a long time. Every time he smiles at me, every single damn time, I smile back, this (goofy) grin that comes hand-in-hand with a bright red blush. I can't help it. I just... I WANT when he's around me. But not even really a lust want. I just. 

I want to touch him. Not sexually, necessarily, I want to hold his hand worse than I want to breathe sometimes.  I want to touch his cheek and see if it's as smooth as it looks. I want to touch his lips, gently, so gently, just to see what they feel like against my skin. And his hair. I want to play with it, run my fingers through it. 

I feel like I'm goona cry. There's this tightness in my chest when I think of him. I want it all so much. But I don't even know if it's possible. He's the only man that's ever made me want to read Philosophy, just because I saw him reading it, and I have no idea if he has a Significant Other. I don't see how he can't. How can anyone not see how wonderful he is? 

Oh, God. this is completely hopeless. 

But tonight. Tonight, I went over to talk to a group of guys (yes, because he was there) before I left work, and... well, he high-fived me, and it was so soft, and it lingered so slightly, and I wanted to hold his hand like nothing else. I actually held my breath for a second. But it didn't happen. But then, when I turned (and I like to think, other than the grin and the blush (what? he was smiling at me) I was completely cool) I said "Bye Fallon!" (Is that not the COOLEST name, btw?)

And he said "Bye Gigi! love you."

I did NOT imagine it. And I wanted, with EVERY part of me, to say it back. And I regret that I just blushed harder, grinned bigger, and didn't say it

Oh God. I feel ridiculous. I am not sappy. I just... I'm not. I mean, I have a guy who wants me right now. (this is very much not the normal way of things, believe you me) I have one, and I don't want him. Because, well, for a lot of reasons, but mostly because I think of this guy. A lot. And I keep hoping. Maybe there's a chance? Maybe God will help me out? Maybe, just maybe, I'll get to see what his skin feels like for myself. 

Please God.
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Jun. 6th, 2008

And you thought it was all fun and games

I think Ctrl Alt Del is now officially the first webcomic to make me cry. Like, sad tears. 

Wow.

Jun. 2nd, 2008

It got me too, buddy...

Heh. Oh Tycho...


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Meme ganked from Marokura on LJ

Go here. Keep refreshing until you've collected five quotes that really resonate with you, then post them to your journal. 

I picked a couple extra...



I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.
Douglas Adams (1952 - 2001)

Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh.
W. H. Auden (1907 - 1973)

Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed of, but do it in private and wash your hands afterwards.
Robert Heinlein (1907 - 1988)

With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion.
Steven Weinberg (1933 - ), quoted in The New York Times, April 20, 1999

Nothing is so strong as gentleness. Nothing so gentle as real strength.
Saint Francis de Sales (1567 - 1622)

A new idea is delicate. It can be killed by a sneer or a yawn; it can be stabbed to death by a joke or worried to death by a frown on the right person's brow.
Charles Brower

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And here are some classic favorites. ^_^

In those days spirits were brave, the stakes were high, men were real men, women were real women and small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri were real small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri.
Douglas Adams (1952 - 2001)

Everywhere I go I'm asked if I think the university stifles writers. My opinion is that they don't stifle enough of them. There's many a best-seller that could have been prevented by a good teacher.
Flannery O'Connor
US author (1925 - 1964)

God does not play dice with the universe; He plays an ineffable game of his own devising, which might be compared, from the perspective of any of the other players, to being involved in an obscure and complex version of poker in a pitch dark room, with blank cards, for infinite stakes, with a dealer who won't tell you the rules, and who smiles all the time.
Terry Pratchett, "Good Omens"

Sometimes glass glitters more than diamonds because it has more to prove.
Terry Pratchett

Words are the litmus paper of the minds. If you find yourself in the power of someone who will use the word "commence" in cold blood, go somewhere else very quickly. But if they say "Enter", don't stop to pack.
Terry Pratchett, Small Gods

Space is big. You just won't believe how vastly, hugely, mind- bogglingly big it is. I mean, you may think it's a long way down the road to the chemist's, but that's just peanuts to space.
Douglas Adams (1952 - 2001), The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy



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Jun. 1st, 2008

Updates

I have seen The Strangers. Not impressed.

I have seen Iron Man. Fuck. Yes.

I am the proud owner Rock Band. It is crack.

I am talking to Josh. Right now.

I miss the good old days.

I am done reading the Anita Blake series.

I am also done withe the Merry Gentry series.

I am working a lot.

I am going to the beach soon.

I am guilty for not having guilt.

I am full of fun feelings.

I am wearing pigtails.

I am in need of a haircut.

I am a beautiful snow flake.

May. 6th, 2008

Huh.

Heather Alexander was an artist I first heard singing "Shadow Lover" by Mercedes Lackey. It was love at first song. I listened to a lot of her stuff (it was so hard to find) and planned on buying her CDs once I had money.

Today I found out she is no more.

Or rather... Heather isn't.

But Alexander is. Alexander James Adams.

I am shocked. Not because I'm offended or anything. Not even because I could never have pictured it. But...

I feel like someone should have mentioned it. I mean, I know I wasn't her biggest fan, but I was a fan. A newb, but a fan. Now I feel kind of like she died and I didn't know. And that's silly. But. I just don't know. It's like Alexander is a totally different person. Part of me feels like he was her son that took up her music. Like he has a right to it, but I'm afraid I won't like him.

...

I think I'm ust shocked. It's weird to find these things out without warning. And I really did think she had died for a minute, because one of her profiles was talking about her in past tense, and I thought I was going to cry.


On a side note, I want to meet Leslie Fish and shake that woman's hand. I mean, seriously, have you ever heard of anyone so very interesting? Wow.

Apr. 27th, 2008

Currently...

-I am reading the Anita Blake novels. Am on Bloody Bones. Am pulled in. Am lost to reality.

-Should be studying

-Have survived Dead Week

-Am about to begin Finals Week

-Am going straight to reading novel when I finish this post. >.>

-Really need to study

-Love Edward.
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Apr. 23rd, 2008

The dog in the picture is looking at me...

Tired. Slept so little Sunday night. Slept about two or three hours Monday night. Did not sleep at all last night.

The week before finals is the WORST.

On the bright side, got my English Paper done, my PPP for JP, my skit is mostly memorized, and I just need a few pointers for the assignment for my CompLit class.

To do:
By Friday:
JP Movie Paper (need topic...)
Oral Interview in JP
Paper for CompLit
PPP for CompLit
Story for CW2? No? >.>
Work extra shift at some point to make up time


For Next Week:
Read The Tempest
(Read Hamlet (again)
Read Twelfth Night
Read Macbeth
Read King Lear
Read... is that all? Hm.)
Do Final Essays for JP Movie Class
Study for JP Final
Practice Essays for Shakespeare Final
Complit Final?
CW2 Final?

Right now:
Put on socks (coldsocold)
Get ready for school
Drink a lot of coffee
Finish memorizing skit

omigod

...

I can has sleep now?

Apr. 18th, 2008

General Blah

... My teacher is not here. I got up early to come to my first class (my original teacher is at home cause he had a stroke, so we have a sub), and the bastard is not here.

I'm never getting up early for this again. >.>

In good news... I'm playing God in our Japanese skit. Is that good? It's hard. It's interesting. Is it good?

I'm so tired it hurts. The end of the semester always kicks my ass.
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Mar. 28th, 2008

Gaming is crack

Crisis Core

I LOVE this game. lovelovelove.

There is a four minute cutscene of Sephiroth and the other two training on the Junon cannon that made me pee my pants with glee.

So.

Good.

Also. Zack = love.

As does Sephiroth's voice. /dies




...

The end of this game might well kill me.

Mar. 26th, 2008

My shopping problem has awesome results

I got my bento box!! It's actually packed and sitting next to me right now. I can't wait for lunch so I can use it. ^_^

I also ordered a pack of adorable cards that are used to help remember key phrases like "itterashai" and stuff. The pictures are so cute! Also, they're all in hirigana so extra fun times.

Aaaaand I just ordered a book from jlist. I need to be kept away from that site. Maybe I could get one of those collars that shocks you and we could program it. Any time I reach for my credit card, it would shock me.

...Nah.
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Mar. 23rd, 2008

...

I'm so ready for my bento box. Is it here yet? It should be here soon.

...

Is it here yet?
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Mar. 19th, 2008

Anything to avoid homework

Why do people get tattoos in languages they do not speak or understand? I mean... really?

Also, if you're gonna get Kanji inked into your FLESH, at least get the scripty type instead of the block print.

Hm.

Mar. 14th, 2008

Somebody take my credit card away...

I just spent $40 last night at the Japanese Cultural Society on things I do not need.

I just spent $43 on Jlist for more things I do NOT need.

But omg I'm so happy.

/squee



(Also, need more FFIX icons. Totally not enough.)

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