I've been replaying FFVII, and finally decided to just go ahead and finish the game. I was going to make it to 99 and beat the weapons this time but... well, I got bored, and I wanna start FFIX.

I mean, I'd done just about everything else I knew to do, and a lot of things I had to look up on the internet to know about.

Everyone (okay, stuffed cat and gun hand man are not included cause I NEVER used them once I got new people) had their ultimate weapon and limit break. I had my Gold Chocobo, and she had never lost a single race, not even to Joe. I had all the summons, had them maxed out. Had all the magic materia (I had never found Contain before this time around, btw. Shocked the hell outta me.) maxed out. Had all the support stuff maxed out. I had done everything at the Gold Saucer, beat the special Battle Square battle, and had over 1000 GP LEFT OVER.

I was bored.

So at level 89, I went ahead and beat the game. I went into the final Jenova battle with Cloud, Tifa, and Yuffie all with their limit gauges full. I hit her with two of them and she died. In two hits. I sighed and went on, thinking at least Sephy wasn't such a pussy.

So I fought Seph. I um. I hit him with Yuffie's Limit, which was left over from the Jenova fight, and then Knights of the Round.

Bastard Died on Me.

So. Second form.

Summoned KotR with Cloud. Mimic with Tifa.

He DIED.

The game ended.

I feel so cheated. Didn't it used to be more interesting? Now I don't even want to go back and redo the hard stuff.

Am I just being childish?

I has the flu.

;_;

Law and Order is my favorite medicine.

[x] Fever of 101
[x] Ridiculously bad cough
[x] Throwing up in trash cans cause cough is choking me
[x] No Sleep
[x] Weird, vivd dreams
[] Everything is awesome


...I think I might be sick.

I can't breathe. Like, I woke up sick today (no wonder I was so tired yesterday!) and I can only walk a few feet before I just have to sit down and gasp for a second. I feel like I'm eighty.

I'ma go watch Sailor Moon. It makes me feel better.

Last night my mother (who was very drunk) informed me that she knew I hated her. When I gave her the "wtf" look, she said she'd read my journal. I was shocked, not because she would do that (she's a snoop), but because I didn't think she knew about blogs, and because I don't talk about her.

But no. She'd read my diary from when I was like 13.

Oh dear God. Of course I wanted to slap her. I also thought Hot Topic was the shit. My judgement was that of a 13 year old kid. I'm 21 now, but apparently, in her eyes, it's all one and the same. This says a lot about my mother.

You know, a professor that has missed over half the classes (well over) this semester and let us out after only a few minutes most other times is not a great professor.

I am learning nothing. I am okay with this for now because this is kind of a BS class, but it's getting irritating. First, if you're not coming to class, an email would be nice for those of us who live like 45 minutes away. Or even those who live on campus so they won't have to get up. Second, if you're coming, let's DO something. Not just look at websites and go off on rabbit trails for an hour. I mean. It would be fun if you were here every day, but it's just getting boring now. Third, my professor is a very loud and opinionated man. Which is fun times. But when you just won't SHUT UP about your opinions and teach, I'm gonna just zone and play on the Intartubes.

Good morning.

Moved. Now unpacking. Hurt all over. I can has sleep now?

Went to bed at 2 last night after packing and cleaning all night, slept on couch since I had already stripped bed for more convenient moving in the morning, got back up at 8 and started packing/cleaning again. Cleaned the whole freaking apartment omg. Finished at about 1:30. Packed up car. Drove home with freaked out kitty in the backseat. Got home. Got her settled in. Went to work. Came home. Started un packing. It is now 11. Have been working for what feels like days. Would kill to make it Saturday at 3, which is when I get off work. Then have nothing to do until Monday night. Happiness. Also just realized that Spring Break means that Wed and Thurs = nothing to do at all omg yes.

So tired.

I can has bed now.

I am moving. Thus, I am packing.

I do not like packing. It makes me uncomfortable. Like, everything of importance to me fits in these here boxes. Everything I am can be packed down into a truckload of stuff. Everything I have worked for in the last three years has very shallow roots.

It is a strage feeling.

Kingdom Hearts makes me sad.

First game? Fun

KH:COM? Cool story, Org XIII=yay, battle system wtf

KH2? Ow, ow, ow. Thank you for Org XIII, cause omg what the fuck is this fuckery ow ow ow. I hate Disney. HATE. Also. Pronouns. Fucking try 'em.

All the others: Why? on the one called 358/2 (I don't even care enough to ask what that means) says that a fourteenth member joins OrgXIII.
...
Take a moment, gather your thoughts.
How the FUCK does an organization called "Organization XIII" have a fucking 14th member sd;ojgvnqwpoevndj?!!?!

I quit. Fuck you Kingdom Hearts.

My bank account currently rests at -100 bucks and change.



It's Wednesday, my favorite day of the week!

I took my little cousin to see Hannah Montanna's movie/concert thing yesterday.

Oh GAWD. There were so many screaming 6-13 year olds, I thought I was gonna pass out from pink overload. The girl's not a bad singer, though I certainly like her better without the blinde wig. But the boy band she had in the concert - the something brothers? - were horrid. They. Cannot. Sing. And they are not even cute. Bleh. That was six minutes of PAIN.

Like really. They can't sing. I'm better. It was disturbing. They would never make it past round one of American Idol.

Anyway, had a blast with her. Good times.

I want an icon of Hannah Montanna (that picture of her that's on all her stuff with her mouth open and her eyes looking up) that just says "this is my retarded face" or something. I know, it's childish, and not clever, but have you seen that picture? What were they thinking?

...

LocoRoco is RocoRoco in Japanese.

...

Hi.

Have you read Digital Fortress by Dan Brown? Before I go on, I haven;t. And now I never will, unless I feel the need to make my brain hurt. I've never read any of his stuff, since I worked at a bookstore when the DVC came out in theaters and by the end of a week I hated him so bad I could taste it.

Anyway. I have wandered off the trail. The point is this:
http://community.livejournal.com/japanese/1361413.html

Do you know anything, ANYTHING AT ALL, about Japanese? Because WOW Dan Brown doesn't. Anyway, it's painful but amusing to read this if you do.

How many people have gotten all crazy about what this guy said about the Church? Good God, if he reasearched that like he did this, I don't think the Pope is worried.

So, I um. I have a problem.

I'm obsessed. I mean, I have an addictive personality, so this may be no new thing, but it's beginning to take its toll. I have recently (in the list year) begun to buy action figures. Like... Final Fantasy ones. I currently have Rinoa, Selphie, Axel (KH2 obviously), Balthier, Cloud, AC Cloud with Fenrir, Tifa, AC Tifa, and Aeris. This is not normally a problem, but I DO NOT have the money for this. I used... a credit card for the 3 FFVII figures. I... I dunno. But I know that it's a problem. It is not, however, a problem I really want to fix. Mostly, I just want more money to make it not a problem anymore.

In other obsessive news, I wanted to play FFVII again so bad the other day that I drove over thrity minutes to get it, then drove back and played it until I have to go to class. In one day, I've made it to the resting point in Clouds memories. I feel so proud.

This game... it gets better for me each time. I love it so much. Like, when I'm not playing it, I know I like it and it's one of the best, but when I am playing it, it is CERTAINLY the best one, and I love it so much. I love all the sweet parts, all the quirky parts. And yeah, I'm gonna say it: I LOVE AERIS. Despite no one else loving her, I LOVE her. And people like ciceqi, icedark_elf, chibirisuchan, and Mika_no_da, and SO many others have ruined me. I am just assuming that the past is something very like Mascotverse, and this game is BREAKING my heart.

And... I'm barely out of Midgar. Wow.

My PSP can play on the intarwebs. Why did I forget this until now? And why does my school not want me to be able to play on the net? Curses.

I have missed you, IJ. ^_^

On the not-important-irl list, also known as the NERD list, I am a total fangirl. I am a consumer whore.

A year ago, roughly, I found a little comic store, courtesy os Josh, that sells FF action figures (and every other kind, but that's not the point. Since they were having a sale that day, I bought AC Tifa, Selphie, and Rinoa (all they had) for thirty bucks. Total. Now, I've always meant to go back, since I crave more concrete proof of nerdiness, but never have. Last week, last Sunday specifically, I went back.

I walked in, looked around, and my eyes were drawn immediately to the Cloud and Fenrir set on the wall. $60. Oh, be still my greedy heart. I tried to deny it. I tried to walk away.

Instead, out came the credit card.

So now I have Cloud and Fenrir on my dresser with the girls.

Then, or maybe right before, it's fuzzy now, Sam bought me Balthier for my birthday. And Josh got me Axel for Christmas.

My dresser is PIMPED OUT.

That is all.

PS. Oh wait no. That's not all. The store ordered the original FFVII versions of Cloud, Tifa, and Aeris for me. I am eagerly awaiting that phone call. ^_^

I need Reno like nobody's business. And Yuffie. And Zack whenever he decides to come out.

I woke up this morning sick and generally unhappy. I didn't take my antibiotics (for my sinus infection) for a day or two (I forgot because of school I guess) and this morning I practically couldn't breathe for my swollen and sore throat. It woke me up from a dream of being strangled, cause I really couldn't breathe. I took some medicine and the swelling went down, but if this is what's gonna happen in a bout a week when I finish my antibiotics (I've been on them since the 31st of December) I'm already pissed. Shouldn't the infection be gone by now? I mean, I've noticed that I still don't feel great, but I thought that was just classes or something. Bleh.

Anyway, I woke up and saw that it was 7:55. Now, granted, I knew this. I didn't oversleep, exactly. I overdozed cause of the throat thing. Considering that the bus I wanted runs by the parking lot I wanted to park in at :00, :20, :30, and :50 past the hour, I needed to hurry to make it to the bus in time to not be late for my class at 9:20.
Yes, you probably just caught my mistake, but keep reading to get to my realization.

So I get to school just in time to see the bus driving away. I think. I can walk, which, considering it has to be in the single digits right now, would suck SO bad, and not make my throat any better, or I can wait for the :20 bus, and be like three minutes late to class. I wait, snuggled up in my semi-warm car.

At :20 after, I hop on the bus, ride the few minutes to my first class, climb to the second floor, and sneak into the room. The class seems to be doing something already, so I take the handout from the girl (it must be student assistant since I don't see my teacher) who doesn't look much older than me, and sit down to a computer and log in.

I look at the handout she gave me.

My, this seems far too simple for the class I'm in. And... does that say 1010 at the top? I thought I was in a 3000 level class. Confusion.

I look at me schedule. Right room. I look at my clock.

Oh. It's 8:25... not 9:25. I'm about an hour early. /dies

So then I have to explain to the teacher what has happened and ask if I can stay in the room, which, though fucking cold since the windows are open (why God?) is at least full of internet for me to play with. So. Now I'm on the internet at least.

Hi.

I just walked through a graveyard. It was fun times. Jesus and I got pics together. Yeppers. ^___^


P.S. Merry Christmahanakwanzayule. And stuff. And a good new year. ^_^

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That link? Is crack. Pure, simple, crack. OMG I could spend a year's pay on one session there.

And someday? I will have it all.

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